Sound Of Depression |
1. What Hurts the Most You Sad sad world Shown to me Sad a sin to me Fought The jealous heart in you Find the crying in me Let the treachous free Happiness Is a phase to you That hides from me Can set us free But all i wanted Was a smile A little spurt of joy But all you gave to me Was what hurts the most What hurts the most Yeah Yeah, ive fallen From a pedastool beneath you Kicking that dirt BUt im not blinded From, what hurts the most What hurts the most Music & Lyrics: S. Hickey |
2. Endure Forever You i am You i'll be You i touch You're all i see And this enduring Is killing me I'm full of death You're at my feet My heartbeat Ended Hapilly When my sould fly's For everyone to see So just kill me Leave me at your feet Leave me crying Leave me lonely And i'll endure this pissing it away And i'll endure this pressure on me And i'll endure this eternal ecstacy And i'll endure this lasting in me Pain fulfills me At the highest deeps My lowest height Is at your cheek But the sun isnt shining It's oh so clever But that is something I'll endure forever And i'll endure this pissing it away And i'll endure this pressure on me And i'll endure this eternal ecstacy And i'll endure this lasting in me Music & Lyrics: S. Hickey |
3. Give Away You thoughts fall You hearts fail And all thats in my heart is dust And in you what i see is love In all your eyes my thoughts are rust Towards the thoughts at what i see is love I your shadow I your must And all thats in your eyes is trust And in my heart what i see is love Let yourself fall into my lust Breathe in me which all that is love To my best known Binds of flowers line your home But in your eyes what i see is lust Towards the thoughts at what i see is love But towards the end all i feel is love And in my heart you love is a must All the world can't hide you from my trust And in my eyes all i do is love Music & Lyrics: S. Hickey |
4. The Sound of Depression I'm having a really bad time with everything Nothing seems fulfilling to me, anymore My life is just a big depression And i need to escape from this Deafened by the sound of depression As i walk out the door I've drifted down many a path To where i could say, i've seen it all before I can't find myself anymore, i've lost myself Material possessions should'nt leave us drowning in our tears but when you don't have yourself who do you have no one all alone Weakened by the sound of depression As my face hits the floor Sentimental as a distant voice That i can feel ringing in my head There's no where for me to hide, no where for me to run Surrounded by things i hate, and everyones having their fun but me And what can i do, with all the things that i've done I've fallen on my knees in the place where i felt one I'm empty from within, and crying to get out I can't ignore the sound, Its just too fucking loud I've been so walked on i feel like a floor or a dirty whore Resilient as this, that i would want to purify, the emptiness I'm always last on my list of priorities, but now i wanna be first I think its my turn, I wanna be first, its what i thirst Corroded by the sound of depression, coming undone All bottled in and no one cares enough to unscrew the top No where for me to hide, no where for me to run Stay in my little world,while everyone just stomps my back And what can i do with all the things that i've done I've fallen on my knees, in the place where i felt one I'm empty from within, and crying to get out I can't ignore the sound, its just too fucking loud Buried by the sound of depression, don't be in the precession Cause they weren't there, while they were killing me And why should they care now Music & Lyrics: S. Hickey |
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5. Disturbed Thoughts Music: S. Hickey |
6. Lost Direction I lost my way, when the faith became nothing This bed of love is stained with tears from your soul And i lost the feeling in my heart When i lost direction There's no telling where my love goes No sense of resurrection Deep inside, a waste of time, in your arms No heart of ice, or broken device, can fix us And you're the one stabbing me I can feel your pain Sometimes this, hate it hurts And why do you complain Wandering aimlessly Shadow of the fear I don't know where i am And i don't know where to go from here And i lost the feeling in my heart When i lost direction There's no telling where, my love goes No sense of resurrection Music: S. Hickey, Silkworth Lyrics: S. Hickey |
7. Always Something Missing Music: S. Hickey |
8. The Only One Guess i'm the only one Sick and tired of being on the end I've beaten down my only friend So glad to be your only son And it's true I'm not the one who's by your side I feel no pain when i see your eyes Lonely no, but so empty Empty from the scars that don't heal on me But they do And i'm the only one In my head the feelings gone Overwhelmed every day My life, soon to fade away And i'm the only one Chest implodes from the heartache Smiling song to hide the pain No more cuts upon my veins, no more blood Music & Lyrics: S. Hickey |
9. Inner Corrosion It tastes like shit The breath of my lips I can feel The beating down Of me Engulfed in pain Thoughts don't mean a thing When i can't, i cant think at all Can't think at all Music & Lyrics: S. Hickey |
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