Feelings Beyond Intimidation
 
Lyrics
1. *
Music: S. Hickey
2. On a Boat
          A boat
          I can't even fall over          
          A boat
          You'll sink beneath the surface of pain
          A boat
          There's no running away cause im
          On a boat

          I'm on a boat
          Just like your mother

Music: S. Hickey
Lyrics: S. Hickey, Silkworth

          
3. Putting the Pieces Together
          Oh my god
          Look what i have to live with
          Who do you think you hurt

          What the fuck
          There's a welt on my lungs
          And a knife in my heart
          Where you cut me so sweet
          I'll admit my defeat
          But ive taken all doubt
          And i've figured you out, now i'm free

          Now my skin is impure and diseased
          My tears have turned into blood
          The damage is done, how do i redeem from hell
          How could you put me on a plate

Music: S. Hickey
Lyrics: Silkworth



4. Blue
          Who am i to judge broken heart
          And who are you to think i'm not the same

          Blue, so blue
          When i could'nt take the pain
          I'll run a thousand miles
          But i just cant escape the pain

          I am not the kind to just move on
          But you are something i'd like to move on to

Music & Lyrics: S. Hickey
5. Greed
          Help me, get the sin out of my heart
          I see it now i want
          Take it away from my eyes
          And take me by suprise
          See i don't need your arms
          I just need what i desire
          Get the sin out of my greed
          I see it now i need

          I thought, that i could handle all the pain
          I thought i could contain
          All the lies into one
          Now i'm so broken
          My body greed it rips
          Get this taste off my lips
          Before i go insane
          And send it through my veins

          I'm lost inside my greed

          Now there's nothing left that burns
          I wish the tides would turn
          I'm drowning in my life
          The fears enought tonight

          I'm lost inside my greed

Music & Lyrics: Silkworth
6. Struck Twice
          Don't you tell me it's not a problem
          You know damn well that it means your downfall
          You can't see it but you're dying
          With every breath you take
          And i don't want that don't take me with you
          You've ruined me enough now i can't deal with
          Who you are

          It's so deadly
          But it's all just a game

          You played with my head
          Now we're lying in this bed
          Wondering why i'm still here
          I can't take anymore pain
          I'm confused, you're amused that i'm dumbfounded with
          Who your are

          It's so hard to remember you're self
          It's so hard to forget the pain you've dealt
          It's so hard to remember anything
          When you're so caught up in yourself

          Don't you tell me the storm is over
          The lightening strikes and the rolling thunder
          Crashes down on me from overhead
          I'd kill myself if i knew it would hurt you
          How's that for pain now you know how i feel
          Everytime you're around

Music: Silkworth
Lyrics: S. Hickey, Silkworth


7. Follow
          I follow
          Walking in circles i will fumble
          You contradict everything i say
          Will you follow

          I follow you
          I follow something

          Treading on open ground i will fumble
          Trading secrets in silence
          I can't let anything pass us by
          Will you follow

          I follow you

          The sun won't rescend from me
          I dont know what to make of this
          Your kiss

Music: S. Hickey, Silkworth
Lyrics: S. Hickey
8. How i feel
          Dread inside a garden of evil
          Feel the thorns, they prick and tear like needles
          A solid state of emotional dillusion
          My broken heart, one big contusion

          And thats how i feel...

          Bleeding inside, deep holes, i've overflown
          You kicked it away, all affection i've ever shown
          Running now, you face the truth, i will never heal
          And don't you ever tell me, you know how i feel

          No resonance
          Constant piece of mind
          Lowering inside
          And you'll know how i feel

          You sucked
          My life
          From me
          And this is how i feel

Music & Lyrics: S. Hickey

9. Dizzy
Music: S. Hickey, Silkworth
10. Prone to Perversion
          Search, and see what kind of sick things you'll find
          Stare, and contemplate my masacred mind
          Live, in the shadows of a stuck up world
          Stay, and see your truthfull passion uncurled
          Freak, obsessed with being in complete control
          Wrong, perverted pain leaves but takes it's toll

          Wrong for perversion prone to pain

          Rape, rejection is a state of good nerve
          Drown in temptation take everything you really deserve
          Fuck, a vulgar way to be intact
          Aware, be careful don't be caught in the act

          Wrong for perversion prone to pain

Music: S. Hickey
Lyrics: Silkworth


11. Better Believe it
          I found me inside of me not inside you
          When i see what you wanted me to be was you
          Theres no way in hell this time that you'll prevail
          So my dear hold back those tears
          And you better believe it

          Once upon a time in a shallow hole
          I lay open in the wounds
          So take over me give up yourself to me
          I cant wait to watch you bleed
          And i know this pain is'nt enough pain to make                               
          You cum all over me
          So walk on me, walk on me until the bleeding                     
          Scars are schaffed, schaffed on me
          Me, you better believe it

Music & Lyrics: S. Hickey

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